I have been wanting to update this for a while and just couldn’t bring myself to do so because certain people like to start so much trouble. Anyway I am sick again there is a surprise huh? I like many others in my condition have to learn to be good actors. We have to pretend we are ok when we aren’t. I have so much on my mind I don’t know where to begin really.
1. Rocky and I have been getting along for the most part; I still get annoyed at him sometimes and feel like he will never trust me. Just one incident and I am a basket case.Also I am a little annoyed he won’t stick up for me publicly because of the next reason I think he should say something he never does.
2. Rock’s family is causing me a lot of problems I won’t put any names here because I have more class than some of them, all I have to say about the situation is this. If you get ass hurt over every little thing said or in this case not said to you. Or if you get offended because someone won’t talk to you when you want then you have far more issues than I do. Every time someone bad mouths this person I stick up for them and try my hardest to be there when they need me. All of that seems to go out the window as soon as you stand up for yourself. I get so sick and tired of keeping my mouth shut just because of rocky and my kids because I know just what will happen. Because they all hate me they will deliberately keep my kids from coming around. Yet you claim to care? Really do you care when you get out of line, and become rude? I can already hear that response “I didn’t do anything” well that is always your excuse you have never taken any responsibility for what you do wrong and its always you against the world. As usual you go back to your old antics. Deleting people and making the oh so classy public post about me. What is next ? You gonna cuss and me like you did last time or hang up on my child like you did last night? You wonder why they don’t want to come around you a lot well here is the not so sugar coated version, although people love you they get sick and tired of you being so childish about everything and you get on peoples nerves quick. You say your feelings are hurt well YOU are an ADULT and can’t act as such.
3. Now for the good stuff. I love my family and love that rocky is trying to support me and be there for me. I am going to try my hardest not to let him and the kids know how sick I am, and how much pain I am in. Or how much I am sick and tired of everything else. I am also grateful for my bestie AJ. She is awesome and is always there to help me.
Well that about sums it up………….
1 comments:
Jamie darling i am greatful for you as well sweetie, life has it ups and downs and its never easy, and who ever said it is i wanna meet this person cause sure do wanna know where they find life eay,its all what you make it yea. But when you got dram all around you from the get go you feel likr your doomed from the get go. i know the trials and tribulations ya feeling as well as walking, makes it worse when ya feel alone, but darling ya never alone im a fone call away, bestie. love ya no matter what.
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