My only friend

Just got done talking to my sister in law and came to the conclusion that she is about the only true friend I have. No one understands the hurt inside I have. I was told how they all set around and make fun of me how I cant be sick and have lupus because I am fat. Hard to be skinny when you are are on steroids. I hurt everyday knowing what they think of me. Truth is I should not care. My sister in law is more like my blood she listens to me and is just as misunderstood as I am. The one think I love is that she is listing to me while I cry on the inside because she is a true friend my sister and cares for me. People do her wrong too she is always the one to forgive. I wish I could have the faith she has. Maybe some day I love you (D) with all my heart. You seem to be the one who cares enough to listen.